I believe I jinxed myself today while I was driving home from work and felt this great sense of confidence that came over me as I thought about my very packed schedule for this week. I remember thinking the exact words "I feel so confident and ready, I hope it lasts..." Sort of like the excitement Mr. Wonka felt waiting for all the pressure to build up underneath Augustus...
Thought I'd add at least a little humor to this situation turned sour.
I come home hoping to succeed through the biggest challenge I face in life which I cannot disclose, but man, the issues that come from it can deteriorate my mood so fast that it takes most of my energy to gain back just an ounce of positivity. God usually takes care of the rest. But geez, if this is growth, it sure is taking some time to even notice that things are getting better. I guess that's where faith comes in?
Yes, it'll always get better, but not before it all comes crashing down. I guess that's the beauty of succeeding.
Ah well...another day gone, another day to try harder.
Cheers (with a glass of water),
Q
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